Monday, April 25, 2011

Just for entertainment.

What's your favorite type of animal print?
- ummm, probably giraffe.

Do you know any names of the stars?
- no, I'm not really that big into astronomy. I like looking at them though.

You can travel to any CITY. What city?
- There are a bunch of places I want to go, so I really can't pick just one.

Where is your favorite place to get coffee?
- Johnston Street Java, Community Coffee, Starbucks, or Cafe Chi Alpha.

Have you ever pretended to be someone your not?
- I'm sure I have at one point or so in my life.

Tell me some lyrics to your favorite song right now.
- Commission my soul with a heart uncontrollable for this great cause to save the lost.

Did you say something today and then felt bad for saying it?
- No, not today.

Regular water or flavored?
- regular.

Do you think it would have been cool to live during the 70s?
- Oh most definitely, but I really like living now.

Have you ever kept a secret from the one you love?
- Yes.

Do you watch soaps in the afternoons?
- Negative, I don't like drama, even on TV.

Have you ever wanted to be a nurse?
- No, not really. Not my type of profession. And besides I can't handle all kinds of blood. I get weak.

Were you fired from your first job within two weeks?
- Never.

Do you brush your teeth before you go to bed every night?
- Yes, of course.

Do you have a sweet tooth?
- Oh very much so!

Did you ever see the Disney movie Cars?
- I don't think I've ever watched the whole thing, TBH.

Do you drive a mini van?
- nope.

Have you ever tried Proactive?
- nope, I knew that junk wouldn't work for me.

True or false: You read part of a book today.
- I read a few lines, haha. That counts for sure.

Did you yell at someone today?
- No, but I did get loud.

What was the last occasion that you had to get dressed up for?
- Wedding. The next one, spring banquet.

What color is your coat?
- red-orange. :)
Is number 23 your lucky number?
- nope, it's actually 5&7.

How many shirts do you own that are yellow?
- like one or two.

Do you like giving or recieving gifts?
- both. :)

Who is your favorite Disney princess?
- Umm, that's too hard to choose. Just saying.

Do you like Owen Wilson?
- I can't really answer that. I guess he's kinda funny.

Do you like ham or turkey better?
- Turkey for sure.

Corn dogs or regular hot dogs?
- Mmm, both.

How many people do you know who have commited sucide & succeeded?
- I didn't personally know her, but she lived nears my friends. It was creepy.

Do you look more like your mom or dad?
- Umm, it's like equally distributed.

Is the volume on your computer on?
- Yes.

Do you have a favorite scent of candle?
- Not really, I kinda just buy the ones I like when I go.

Do you hate how some things have limits of typing space?
- Umm, most definitely.

Do you have a Snuggie?
- Negative.

What's your favorite word?
- There are a few: definitely, awkward, negative.

Would you rather be freezing or hot?
- Hmm, I like them both so much though.

Are you mad at someone?
- No, not at all.

Are any of your friends dad's cops?
- Umm, yes, and so is my uncle.

Have you ever tried the pop Sun Drop?
- No.

Have you ever been told you were the greatest?
- Yes, once or twice.

Do some people need to grow up?
- Well of course. Hah.

Do you have a favorite type of cheese?
- Pepper jack, fasho.

When you don't feel like answering a question do you just say I don't know?
- Yes, I do that a lot, unintentionally.

Do you hate the smell of wet dog?
-Yes.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

4 Weeks Stronger...

So as I sit here at work, I tend to think a lot. Maybe a lot is an understatement. I tend to think enough for the whole world. But the difference with today is that, I have decided to just listen to worship music while at work. Pandora is being awesome right now. I have my Kim Walker-Smith station on, and it's absolutely incredible right now.

Hold My Heart by Tenth Avenue North just finished playing. And now Hosanna by Hillsong is playing.

Hold My Heart is very close to my heart, it's how I got through the break up of my first relationship, by giving my hurt and pain solely to God. And in Hosanna, it says "Break my heart for what breaks yours, everything I am for your kingdom's cause." And throughout the past four weeks God has been breaking my heart.

As most of you know, my most recent relationship came to an end four weeks ago today. And surprisingly, I am doing better than I expected. At first I wasn't, but I wasn't listening. I was being ignorant, human nature I guess. Hah. But anyways.

I just want God to break me. And use me, for whatever it is He wants. I was put here for a purpose, and I want to be a world changer. I want to share God's love with people who don't know it. All God wants is for us to want Him, the way he wants us.

The way God loves us is absolutely overwhelming. Why would I not want to share the kind of love people need in the world. <3

Psalm 73:28.<3

I will never be the same.