God's unfailing love is absolutely perfect. It is more satisfying than anything else in the world. Well obviously. He loves us more than anything else, most of just need to realize this, especially me. I am so undeserving, unworthy, and selfish. He is jealous of everything we put before Him, and truthfully I've put a lot before Him in my life. He should be at the core of who I am. His touch is all I need to get through my day. So I will continue to seek, search, pray, yearn, and cry out.
I need to continue to recognize things of Him constantly throughout the day. It's hard not to see it though, unless you are oblivious to it. And it's obvious that He is there, I am just uncertain of why we run away from Him, when all he wants is to save us from ourselves.
I am still trying to wrap my mind around why God is jealous for me. An unworthy, stubborn, and so many other descriptions of a human being. He is perfect and all-knowing, but I still can't wrap my mind around why He is jealous. All I know is that His grace and mercy covers me, and honestly it's all I need.
To worship Him is my passion and my desire. It's so amazing to be able to worship such a Holy God. We do not have time to think about our pasts when we think about how much He actually loves us.
I need to constantly seek the Lord, in every aspect of my life. It's pointless for me to try and gain the whole world if I'm just going to lose my soul(Luke 9:25). I need to stay focused on seeking out God and His will for my life in all this chaos around me.
And God can see through us, we are not opaque. We are transparent to Him, and He can see straight through us. Let His new life offer be the thing to save you.
Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go. Joshua 1:9.
