Ahhhhh.

Today is the best day EVERRRRRR :]

Psalm 119:33-56.

Oh Psalm 119:33-56:

^33-40 God, teach me lessons for living
so I can stay the course.
Give me insight so I can do what you tell me—
my whole life one long, obedient response.
Guide me down the road of your commandments;
I love traveling this freeway!
Give me a bent for your words of wisdom,
and not for piling up loot.
Divert my eyes from toys and trinkets,
invigorate me on the pilgrim way.
Affirm your promises to me—
promises made to all who fear you.
Deflect the harsh words of my critics—
but what you say is always so good.
See how hungry I am for your counsel;
preserve my life through your righteous ways!

^41-48 Let your love, God, shape my life
with salvation, exactly as you promised;
Then I'll be able to stand up to mockery
because I trusted your Word.
Don't ever deprive me of truth, not ever—
your commandments are what I depend on.
Oh, I'll guard with my life what you've revealed to me,
guard it now, guard it ever;
And I'll stride freely through wide open spaces
as I look for your truth and your wisdom;
Then I'll tell the world what I find,
speak out boldly in public, unembarrassed.
I cherish your commandments—oh, how I love them!—
relishing every fragment of your counsel.

^49-56 Remember what you said to me, your servant—
I hang on to these words for dear life!
These words hold me up in bad times;
yes, your promises rejuvenate me.
The insolent ridicule me without mercy,
but I don't budge from your revelation.
I watch for your ancient landmark words,
and know I'm on the right track.
But when I see the wicked ignore your directions,
I'm beside myself with anger.
I set your instructions to music
and sing them as I walk this pilgrim way.
I meditate on your name all night, God,
treasuring your revelation, O God.
Still, I walk through a rain of derision
because I live by your Word and counsel.

This has been my prayer for the last couple of weeks. Just for God to guide me. To completely submit to Him, and allow Him to lead my life. For Him to give me some guidance as to where He wants me for this upcoming summer. I have really been praying about returning to El Salvador as an intern for two months. I just want an affirmation. I feel like my life is to chaotic to hear from Him. Why can't everything just slow down....

Is It Really November 1st?

According to my calendar it is. I can't get over how quickly October went by. I only have a month to do all my finals. Heckk yes!!!! I am so ready to be done with this semester. But it's going to take some serious all-nighters and a little neglecting towards my friends to get them done! But I am trying to stay positive.

And I spent the weekend in Houma, with my Jessie Ray. Words can't even begin to describe how incredible thankful I am for him. God has truly blessed me beyond all expectations.

Anyways I'm tired, and that's all for now.

Peace, Love, & God. Always.

:]