Just for entertainment.

What's your favorite type of animal print?
- ummm, probably giraffe.

Do you know any names of the stars?
- no, I'm not really that big into astronomy. I like looking at them though.

You can travel to any CITY. What city?
- There are a bunch of places I want to go, so I really can't pick just one.

Where is your favorite place to get coffee?
- Johnston Street Java, Community Coffee, Starbucks, or Cafe Chi Alpha.

Have you ever pretended to be someone your not?
- I'm sure I have at one point or so in my life.

Tell me some lyrics to your favorite song right now.
- Commission my soul with a heart uncontrollable for this great cause to save the lost.

Did you say something today and then felt bad for saying it?
- No, not today.

Regular water or flavored?
- regular.

Do you think it would have been cool to live during the 70s?
- Oh most definitely, but I really like living now.

Have you ever kept a secret from the one you love?
- Yes.

Do you watch soaps in the afternoons?
- Negative, I don't like drama, even on TV.

Have you ever wanted to be a nurse?
- No, not really. Not my type of profession. And besides I can't handle all kinds of blood. I get weak.

Were you fired from your first job within two weeks?
- Never.

Do you brush your teeth before you go to bed every night?
- Yes, of course.

Do you have a sweet tooth?
- Oh very much so!

Did you ever see the Disney movie Cars?
- I don't think I've ever watched the whole thing, TBH.

Do you drive a mini van?
- nope.

Have you ever tried Proactive?
- nope, I knew that junk wouldn't work for me.

True or false: You read part of a book today.
- I read a few lines, haha. That counts for sure.

Did you yell at someone today?
- No, but I did get loud.

What was the last occasion that you had to get dressed up for?
- Wedding. The next one, spring banquet.

What color is your coat?
- red-orange. :)
Is number 23 your lucky number?
- nope, it's actually 5&7.

How many shirts do you own that are yellow?
- like one or two.

Do you like giving or recieving gifts?
- both. :)

Who is your favorite Disney princess?
- Umm, that's too hard to choose. Just saying.

Do you like Owen Wilson?
- I can't really answer that. I guess he's kinda funny.

Do you like ham or turkey better?
- Turkey for sure.

Corn dogs or regular hot dogs?
- Mmm, both.

How many people do you know who have commited sucide & succeeded?
- I didn't personally know her, but she lived nears my friends. It was creepy.

Do you look more like your mom or dad?
- Umm, it's like equally distributed.

Is the volume on your computer on?
- Yes.

Do you have a favorite scent of candle?
- Not really, I kinda just buy the ones I like when I go.

Do you hate how some things have limits of typing space?
- Umm, most definitely.

Do you have a Snuggie?
- Negative.

What's your favorite word?
- There are a few: definitely, awkward, negative.

Would you rather be freezing or hot?
- Hmm, I like them both so much though.

Are you mad at someone?
- No, not at all.

Are any of your friends dad's cops?
- Umm, yes, and so is my uncle.

Have you ever tried the pop Sun Drop?
- No.

Have you ever been told you were the greatest?
- Yes, once or twice.

Do some people need to grow up?
- Well of course. Hah.

Do you have a favorite type of cheese?
- Pepper jack, fasho.

When you don't feel like answering a question do you just say I don't know?
- Yes, I do that a lot, unintentionally.

Do you hate the smell of wet dog?
-Yes.

4 Weeks Stronger...

So as I sit here at work, I tend to think a lot. Maybe a lot is an understatement. I tend to think enough for the whole world. But the difference with today is that, I have decided to just listen to worship music while at work. Pandora is being awesome right now. I have my Kim Walker-Smith station on, and it's absolutely incredible right now.

Hold My Heart by Tenth Avenue North just finished playing. And now Hosanna by Hillsong is playing.

Hold My Heart is very close to my heart, it's how I got through the break up of my first relationship, by giving my hurt and pain solely to God. And in Hosanna, it says "Break my heart for what breaks yours, everything I am for your kingdom's cause." And throughout the past four weeks God has been breaking my heart.

As most of you know, my most recent relationship came to an end four weeks ago today. And surprisingly, I am doing better than I expected. At first I wasn't, but I wasn't listening. I was being ignorant, human nature I guess. Hah. But anyways.

I just want God to break me. And use me, for whatever it is He wants. I was put here for a purpose, and I want to be a world changer. I want to share God's love with people who don't know it. All God wants is for us to want Him, the way he wants us.

The way God loves us is absolutely overwhelming. Why would I not want to share the kind of love people need in the world. <3

Psalm 73:28.<3

I will never be the same.

Windows down, contemplating things.

God's unfailing love is absolutely perfect. It is more satisfying than anything else in the world. Well obviously. He loves us more than anything else, most of just need to realize this, especially me. I am so undeserving, unworthy, and selfish. He is jealous of everything we put before Him, and truthfully I've put a lot before Him in my life. He should be at the core of who I am. His touch is all I need to get through my day. So I will continue to seek, search, pray, yearn, and cry out.

I need to continue to recognize things of Him constantly throughout the day. It's hard not to see it though, unless you are oblivious to it. And it's obvious that He is there, I am just uncertain of why we run away from Him, when all he wants is to save us from ourselves.

I am still trying to wrap my mind around why God is jealous for me. An unworthy, stubborn, and so many other descriptions of a human being. He is perfect and all-knowing, but I still can't wrap my mind around why He is jealous. All I know is that His grace and mercy covers me, and honestly it's all I need.

To worship Him is my passion and my desire. It's so amazing to be able to worship such a Holy God. We do not have time to think about our pasts when we think about how much He actually loves us.

I need to constantly seek the Lord, in every aspect of my life. It's pointless for me to try and gain the whole world if I'm just going to lose my soul(Luke 9:25). I need to stay focused on seeking out God and His will for my life in all this chaos around me.

And God can see through us, we are not opaque. We are transparent to Him, and He can see straight through us. Let His new life offer be the thing to save you.


Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go. Joshua 1:9.

I need to commit to blogging.

I need to commit to blogging at least twice a week. To share what I've been learn. God has really been pulling on my heart to read and I've already finished three books this year working on the fourth and fifth one. This year is going to be a big year of growth for me. I can feel it. And it is such an awesome feeling. I'm just ready to see what the Lord has planned.

Just out of pure boredom.

THE RULES: REDO so i can learn about you! (took from facebook)

***********FOODOLOGY***************

1. What is your salad dressing of choice?

Honey Mustard.

2. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?

Anything with Sushi.

3. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of?

Salad.

4. What are your pizza toppings of choice?

Pepperoni.

5. What do you like to put on your toast?
Butter.

***********TECHNOLOGY***************

1. How many televisions are in your house?
Three I think.

2. The color of your cell phone?
Silver.

3.Have any idea how many Megahertz your computer has?

Nope.

***************BIOLOGY******************

1. Are you right-handed or left-handed?

Right handed.

2. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?

Wisdom Teeth.

3. What is the last heavy item you lifted?

Hmmm, I don't remember.

4. Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
I don't think so.

***********WHAT-EVEROLOGY**************

1. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?

No, I'd rather live life at the edge of my seat.

2. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?

I wouldn't change my name.

3. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?

Probably.

************DUMBOLOGY******************

1. How many pairs of flip flops do you own?

Hmmm, I don't think I own any.

2. Last time you had a run-in with the cops?

Hmmm, when I got pulled over for a burnt tail light.

3. Last person you talked to?

Allison Stagg, before she fell asleep.

4. Last person you hugged?

Hmmm, my grandpa.

**************FAVORITOLOGY****************

1. Season?
Winter.

2. Holiday?

CHRISTMAS.

3. Day of the week?

Friday.

4. Month?
December.

***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************

1. Missing someone?

Yes, very much.

2. Mood?
Chilled.

3. What are you listening to?

Laughter, talking, and the TV.

4. Watching?

Myself type. Hah.

***************RANDOMOLOGY****************

1. First place you went this morning?

The bathroom.

2. What's the last movie you saw?

He's Just Not That Into to You.

3. Do you smile often?

Yes.

4. Sleeping Alone Tonight?

No, sleepover with my girls.
Joi, Allison, Jessica.

***************OTHER-OLOGY*****************

1. Do you always answer your phone?

Yes, unless i dont hear it.

2. Its four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?

Hmm, Jessie or one of my girls.

3. If you could change your eye color what would it be?

I like my eye color, so I wouldn't want to change it.

4. Do you own a digital camera?
I kind of have to. I'm a photographer.

5. Have you ever had a pet fish?
Once.

6. Favorite Christmas song(s):

I Celebrate the Day - Relient K

7. What's on your wish list for your birthday?

To be in El Salvador.

8. Can you do push ups?

Um kinda. Hah.

9. Can you do a chin up?

I don't think so.

10. Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
A little of both. I know God has something extraordinary planned.

11. Do you have any saved texts?

Nope.

12. Ever been in a car wreck?
Technically, yes.

13. Do you have an accent?

That's what everyone tells me.

14. What is the last song to make you cry?

I don't remember. A worship song that was played at SALT I'm sure.

15. Plans tonight?

Skype with Erica, not really sure what else.

16. Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?

Oh I've hit rock bottom. But Christ picked me up and placed me back on solid ground.

17. Name 3 things you bought yesterday.

Lettuce, Avocados, Face wash.

18. Have you ever been given roses?

Not recently.

19. Current worry?

That if I fall anymore God won't be there. But I know he is faithful.

20. Current hate right now?
That school starts next week.

21. Met someone who changed your life?

A lot of people actually, but there is one person in particular that stays by my side.

22. How will you bring in the New Year?

I brought it in with my M.O.G. and 1000 other college students that love the Lord.

23. What song represents you?

No clue.

24. Name three people who might complete this?

I really don't know the answer to this one either.

25. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

Hmmm, I'm not sure if I'd want too.

27. Do you have any tattoos/piercings?

Ears, Nose, Lip.

28. Will you be in a relationship 4 months from now?

I'm going to use Sunshine's word: Prayerfully, yes. :)

29. Does anyone love you?

Yes!!

30. Ever had someone sing to you?

Hahaha, yes, Jessie serenades to me quite often.

31. When did you last cry?

This morning.

32. Do you like to cuddle?

Yes.

33. Have you held hands with anyone today?

Unfortunately, no. :(

34. What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school?

NSYNC, Britney, BackstreetBoys. I was lame.

35. Are most of the friends in your life new or old?

New. I have a few old, but most are New. :)

36. Do you like pulpy orange juice?

Doesn't really matter.

37. Do you believe angels walk among us?

I'm not even sure if they walk.

Oh my goodness...

I can't get over the fact that tomorrow is Christmas Eve. It just scares me to think how fast this year has gone by. Like really.

But this has been an awesome and exciting adventure, and I'm praying for God to do just lead me step by step, each and every day of my life.

This week just doesn't feel like Christmas. But anyways. Happy Birthday Jesus. Thanks for being born to die for me. You are truly the reason for the season. <3

Sometimes I hate how much I think...

So today is finally the big day! I am taking pictures at my first wedding as the main photographer. I am still not sure how I feel. I am truly excited and blessed that Kensi and Stephen have chose me to be their photographer. God has truly blessed my life beyond comprehension. Without a doubt He loves me and He cares. It's just an overwhelming thing to think about, the wedding pictures that is. Everyone trusts me, and keeps telling me I will do a good job, and I really hope I will.

So now I am just trying to relax my mind. I am sitting at Starbucks in Houma, sitting by the window, watching it rain. I am just trying to organize my thoughts. I have been trying to clear my head since I have been out of school, although I don't know if it's been working. I wish there was just a dial I could turn that would slow it down. Hmm. Anyways, I just want to get my priorities back in order. God first, Others second, and I'm third.

Ohhhh this day. Hmm, I am going to learn a lot about myself within the next few hours.